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Stacey
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doubt // twenty one pilots by Topperno
doubt // twenty one pilots
Scared of my own image
Scared of my own immaturity
Scared of my own ceiling
Scared I'll die of uncertainty
Fear might be the death of me
Fear leads to anxiety
Don't know what's inside of me.

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anxiety. anxiety. anxiety.
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cat by Topperno
cat
look i'm so clever. look at this. look at my amazing art.

IT IS A CAT MADE OUT OF THE WORD CAT. IT'S SO GOOD.
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butt by Topperno
butt
i am a serious artist that only draws serious things.

but i hope your day is as nice as your butt.
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guns for hands // twenty one pilots by Topperno
guns for hands // twenty one pilots
crappy art done while to music cause inspiration.
what is anatomy? and shoddy erasing skills ftw.

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I know what you think in the morning,
When the sun shines on the ground,
And shows what you have done,
It shows where your mind has gone,
And you swear to your parents,
That it will never happen again,
I know, I know what that means, I know.
That you all have guns,
And you never put the safety on,
And you all have plans to take it.
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I am trash / venting by Topperno
I am trash / venting
When a therapist once told you to write and draw how you feel when you feel like shit but you can't do either to save your life. P:

But here goes.

I am unfair to myself. The only things I like to count are my short comings. Without thinking I constantly deny praise or encouragement from friends. I've been mean and spiteful and mean towards people I care about. I've projected my own self-hatred onto family and friends.

I've been a monster.

For a long time I have questioned why it feels like people don't want to be around me. I wouldn't want to be around me. In my efforts I've lost myself, I've pushed away that really mattered. I've made a lot of mistakes, I've pushed the right people out and let the wrong people in. I've done and said a lot of stupid things. Things I didn't mean but can never take back and have to regret those.

I don't want to be like this. I want to recreate and recondition myself into who I used to be before. The person people liked to be around. The person who didn't treat or make people feel bad. The happy person.

In short I will love myself again. And I will treat the people I care about with more respect, love, appreciation, care.

I will be a better me.

I will.
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:iconrebecca100:
Rebecca100 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2013
HAPPY BIRTHDAY<3
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Topperno Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ta m'dear c: /little late but oh well/
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SalemTheSouless Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Whoriax, I mishhh you :( This picture sucks btw...
deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing
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Topperno Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I miiish you toooooo and it's bootiful xDD
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SalemTheSouless Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Come snuggle in the US :(
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chemicalwayierotoro Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the llama :iconllama3dplz:
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Topperno Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome o:
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chemicalwayierotoro Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconsmileyplz:
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Topperno Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wtf is that?
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:iconchemicalwayierotoro:
chemicalwayierotoro Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
THANKYOU!!! for the fave :p
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