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Stealing all of the memes.
  • 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?: To be honest I'm not even sure who said that.
  • 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHA.
  • 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Never. Either one or the other.
  • 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?: Probably not.
  • 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?: I'm hoping no but.. I dunno.
  • 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?: Urm... yeah.
  • 7. What exactly are you wearing right now?: Shirt and jeans.
  • 8. How often do you listen to music?: Like 24/7.
  • 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?: Jeans.
  • 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?: Nah son.
  • 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?: I'm not sure.
  • 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?: Nah.
  • 13. What about ‘R’?: Nah.
  • 14. Can you drive a stick shift?: Nah.
  • 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?: Sort of.
  • 16. Are you going out of town soon?: Yeah.
  • 17. When was the last time you cried?: Today hahaha...
  • 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?: Yeah.
  • 19. If you could change your eye color, would you?: Yes.
  • 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?: No, boys suck.
  • 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having: Everything.
  • 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?: No I don't want a guys mouth near me.
  • 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?: Nah.
  • 24. What are you sitting on right now?: I'm not sitting.
  • 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?: I don't know.
  • 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?: I'm not sure?
  • 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?: A friend.
  • 28. Do you get a lot of colds?: sickness? Yeah.
  • 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?: Who even fricking cares.
  • 30. Does anyone hate you?: Probably. Yeah.
  • 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?: They're not hidden but yeah.
  • 32. Do you like watching scary movies?: Yeah.
  • 33. Do you want your tongue pierced?: nah
  • 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?: I'd delete it all.. heh.
  • 35. Did you have a dream last night?: Yeah, when I napped.
  • 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?: Yesterday, day before or something.
  • 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?: God no.
  • 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?: I have no clue.
  • 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?: Probably not.
  • 40. Did you have a good day yesterday?: No.
  • 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?: No.
  • 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?: No.
  • 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?: Not that important.
  • 44. What’s the best part about school?:  Nothing.
  • 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?: Yeah.
  • 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?: No.
  • 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?: Yeah.
  • 48. Were you single over the last summer?: Yes.
  • 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?: Kind of.
  • 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?: Probably sleeping.
  • 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?: No.
  • 52. Are you nice to everyone?: No.
  • 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?: Yeah.
  • 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?: That's a dumb question. Of course.
  • 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?: Depends on the person.
  • 56. Do you think you like someone?: "think" heh.
  • 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?: Yes.
  • 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?: Gender is a social construct and I could care less for it.
  • 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?: Yeah.. like a lot of them. I'm emotional as fuck bruh.
  • 60. Do you hate anyone?: Yeah.
  • 61. How’s your heart?: Is this literal or metaphorical?
  • 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?: Depends on who I'm talking to at the time.
  • 63. Have you ever cried over a guy?: Nah boys are trash.
  • 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?: I dunno.
  • 65. Are your toenails painted pink?: No.
  • 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?: Hopefully not.
  • 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?: Each to their own.
  • 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?: Yeah.
  • 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?: My dad.
  • 70. How do you look right now?: Like the trash overlord. Bow down to me.
  • 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?: Urm I think.
  • 72. Can you commit to one person?: Yes
  • 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?: No.
  • 74. Have you ever felt replaced?: Yea.
  • 75. Did you wake up cranky?: No.
  • 76. Are you a jealous person?: Yes.
  • 77. Are relationships ever worth it?: I think so.
  • 78. Anyone you’re giving up on?: No.
  • 79. Currently wanting to see anyone?: Yeah, I guess.
  • 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?: I dunno.
  • 81. Last person you cried in front of?: Mum and brother.
  • 82. Is there someone you will never forget?: I'm not sure.
  • 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?: I don't think she is.
  • 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?: To be honest I wouldn't even fucking care, I'd just be happy.
  • 85. Are you over your past?: Not really. Bad habit of holding onto things.
  • 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?: Feelings are confusing and I'm not sure.
  • 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?: I mean I could if I wanted because I trust her.
  • 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?: I don't live in a goddamn fairy tale.
  • 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?: God no.
  • 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?: I think so.
  • 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?: Nah.
  • 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?: A couple of Matt's.
  • 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?: I think I wanted to for a little while.
  • 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?: Nah.
  • 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?: Yeah?
  • 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?: Urm.
  • 97. Who do you have texts from?: I don't text haha.
  • 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?: "I'm happy for you" or something.
  • 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?: Yeah.
  • 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?: I'm not even in my profile picture.
  • 101. Ever kissed under fireworks?: No.
  • 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?: Has. Does. Meh.
Natiri by Topperno
There are lessons to be learnt here.

1. Never ever post art so your friends can't bully you into drawing stuff for them.
2. Never let me draw your characters because I will butcher them. (this is exhibit A. but I mean come on markings are not my forte.)

Buuuut anywhere here is your WME Britt, I hope you fricking love me for this even though I ruined Natiri, sorry about that btw.

Natiri belongs to :iconcool-kids:
fyvughvuhbjioug by Topperno
If someone ever tells you drawing a horse is easy, they are lying to you.

Horses are impossible to draw.
Venting #3 by Topperno
Venting #3
Cutest vent art I've ever drawn.

[If you see this and bother to read it past this point and you're like friends with me don't mention it. At all. Ever. Just pretend this stuff doesn't exist. Admire the art since this is being shared on here for the art. The vent is just an added bonus.]

I always thought I was afraid of heights. But I'm not. I'm afraid of falling... actually falling... falling on some deep emotional level with that whole the world is coming down around me or something (not saying that it isn't but this wasn't my intention when I draw this)... falling in love. Just falling I guess.

I fell in love and it fucking sucks. People always have this hype about love that.. it's amazing and wonderful and it makes you so happy... don't get me wrong it does. It really does. I get some simple little message saying morning and I end up with the stupidest grin on my face. When she gets excited or happy about something and I can't help but think how she is the cutest fucking person in the world. We only talk through a screen and still that makes me sort of happy or at least it makes me feel like there is something good in my life even when I'm at my lowest (which has been more than I'd like to admit at this moment). I should probably stop there before I ramble on and on, that isn't what this vent is about but God do I end up as some fucking pile of mush when given the chance to talk about her.

It's not all good stuff. It comes with worries and insecurities and questions... oh so many questions.

Would we ever meet? I don't know.
Would she like me if we did? I don't know.
Could we ever work as a couple? I don't know.
Does she even want you? I don't know.
Does she love you? ... I don't know.

And they could go on but the answer always stays the same. I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm so unsure of myself.. maybe because she's a closed book. Who knows? I certainly don't have the answers. For all I know I'm hung up over someone who loves me nothing more as a friend. And even if she does.. if that is the case, that isn't the worst thing in the world. In fact that's great because she's still in my life and I would rather just have her as a friend than lose her. Although I'm surprised that hasn't happened because I have been such a dick to her recently with my moodswings and trying to be distant and all this stuff I don't need to be and I don't even know why... I don't want to be, I try not but I'm just a giant fucking asshole. 'nuff said.

Vent over. I feel much better.
Venting #2 by Topperno
Venting #2
[If you see this and bother to read it past this point and you're like friends with me don't mention it. At all. Ever. Just pretend this stuff doesn't exist. Admire the art since this is being shared on here for the art. The vent is just an added bonus.]

Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning and no one can see. No matter how many times I scream and shout and wave my hands desperately, hoping for some glimmer of care from someone, just a slither of kindness or help. Just for someone to be there with me while I pick up the pieces of my broken self. It's always, unanswered. People don't notice me drowning, they don't notice that I'm barely keeping myself together or maybe they just don't care. Maybe I'm not important enough to help.

... maybe I should just give up.


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Go away.
Put an x beside any band you've heard of
not just the ones you like

[x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[x] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[x] Three Days Grace
[x] Yellowcard
[x] 30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Chevelle
[ ] Cinema Bizarre.

[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[ ] LeAnn Rhymes
[x] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ]Kenny Chesney
[x] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash

[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Chiodos
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse

[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[x] Lamb of God
[x] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[x] Killswitch Engage
[ ] Nightwish.

[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] P!NK
[ ] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrara

[ ] Hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[ ] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out Boy
[x] Rise Against
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Relient K
[x] Anti - Flag
[x] Simple Plan
[x] All Time Low
[x] Forever The Sickest Kids

[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[x] TuPac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy
[x] Hollywood Undead

[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Caddies
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The 
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[x] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley

[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All-American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[x] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance 
[x] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink-182
[x] Madina Lake
[ ] The Birthday Massacre. 

[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] Van Halen
[x] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] Def Leppard
[x] Queen
[x] Poison
[x] AC/DC

[x] Daft Punk
[x] Deadmau5
[x] Skrillex  
[ ] Tiesto
[x] Basshunter
[ ] Flux Pavillion
[ ] The Bloody Betroots
[ ] Zedd
[ ] Feed Me
[ ] Bassnectar

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Rebecca100 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2013
Topperno Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ta m'dear c: /little late but oh well/
SalemTheSouless Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Whoriax, I mishhh you :( This picture sucks btw...
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Topperno Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I miiish you toooooo and it's bootiful xDD
SalemTheSouless Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Come snuggle in the US :(
chemicalwayierotoro Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the llama :iconllama3dplz:
Topperno Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome o:
chemicalwayierotoro Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Topperno Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wtf is that?
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chemicalwayierotoro Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
THANKYOU!!! for the fave :p
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