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Natiri by Topperno
Natiri
There are lessons to be learnt here.

1. Never ever post art so your friends can't bully you into drawing stuff for them.
2. Never let me draw your characters because I will butcher them. (this is exhibit A. but I mean come on markings are not my forte.)

Buuuut anywhere here is your WME Britt, I hope you fricking love me for this even though I ruined Natiri, sorry about that btw.

Natiri belongs to :iconcool-kids:
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fyvughvuhbjioug by Topperno
fyvughvuhbjioug
If someone ever tells you drawing a horse is easy, they are lying to you.

Horses are impossible to draw.
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Venting #3 by Topperno
Venting #3
Cutest vent art I've ever drawn.

[If you see this and bother to read it past this point and you're like friends with me don't mention it. At all. Ever. Just pretend this stuff doesn't exist. Admire the art since this is being shared on here for the art. The vent is just an added bonus.]

I always thought I was afraid of heights. But I'm not. I'm afraid of falling... actually falling... falling on some deep emotional level with that whole the world is coming down around me or something (not saying that it isn't but this wasn't my intention when I draw this)... falling in love. Just falling I guess.

I fell in love and it fucking sucks. People always have this hype about love that.. it's amazing and wonderful and it makes you so happy... don't get me wrong it does. It really does. I get some simple little message saying morning and I end up with the stupidest grin on my face. When she gets excited or happy about something and I can't help but think how she is the cutest fucking person in the world. We only talk through a screen and still that makes me sort of happy or at least it makes me feel like there is something good in my life even when I'm at my lowest (which has been more than I'd like to admit at this moment). I should probably stop there before I ramble on and on, that isn't what this vent is about but God do I end up as some fucking pile of mush when given the chance to talk about her.

It's not all good stuff. It comes with worries and insecurities and questions... oh so many questions.

Would we ever meet? I don't know.
Would she like me if we did? I don't know.
Could we ever work as a couple? I don't know.
Does she even want you? I don't know.
Does she love you? ... I don't know.

And they could go on but the answer always stays the same. I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm so unsure of myself.. maybe because she's a closed book. Who knows? I certainly don't have the answers. For all I know I'm hung up over someone who loves me nothing more as a friend. And even if she does.. if that is the case, that isn't the worst thing in the world. In fact that's great because she's still in my life and I would rather just have her as a friend than lose her. Although I'm surprised that hasn't happened because I have been such a dick to her recently with my moodswings and trying to be distant and all this stuff I don't need to be and I don't even know why... I don't want to be, I try not but I'm just a giant fucking asshole. 'nuff said.

Vent over. I feel much better.
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Venting #2 by Topperno
Venting #2
[If you see this and bother to read it past this point and you're like friends with me don't mention it. At all. Ever. Just pretend this stuff doesn't exist. Admire the art since this is being shared on here for the art. The vent is just an added bonus.]

Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning and no one can see. No matter how many times I scream and shout and wave my hands desperately, hoping for some glimmer of care from someone, just a slither of kindness or help. Just for someone to be there with me while I pick up the pieces of my broken self. It's always, unanswered. People don't notice me drowning, they don't notice that I'm barely keeping myself together or maybe they just don't care. Maybe I'm not important enough to help.

... maybe I should just give up.
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Venting by Topperno
Venting
[If you see this and bother to read it past this point and you're like friends with me don't mention it. At all. Ever. Just pretend this stuff doesn't exist. Admire the art since this is being shared on here for the art. The vent is just an added bonus.]

I'm not okay. I'm not sure why but I just know that I'm not okay and I'm not sure what I have to do to make myself feel better. I guess sitting around feeling sorry for myself isn't much help.. it really isn't I just end up thinking and crying. The two are not a great combination. I deal with sadness and pain in a destructive way... usually some form of harm (not that I want to go into the detail of that) and it's not healthy. I know. But my first thought always turns to destroying my wrists in some way and I tried to put those bad feelings into a drawing... it ended up like this.

I'm not okay and I want to take a lit cigarette to my wrist.
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Topperno
Stacey
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United Kingdom
Ayyyeee.

Go away.
Put an x beside any band you've heard of
not just the ones you like

ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[x] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[x] Three Days Grace
[x] Yellowcard
[x] 30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Chevelle
[ ] Cinema Bizarre.

COUNTRY:
[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[ ] LeAnn Rhymes
[x] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ]Kenny Chesney
[x] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash


EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Chiodos
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[x] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse


METAL:
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[x] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[x] Lamb of God
[x] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[x] Killswitch Engage
[ ] Nightwish.

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] P!NK
[ ] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrara

POWERPOP/PUNK:
[ ] Hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[ ] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out Boy
[x] Rise Against
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Relient K
[x] Anti - Flag
[x] Simple Plan
[x] All Time Low
[x] Forever The Sickest Kids

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[x] TuPac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy
[x] Hollywood Undead

SKA:
[ ] Reel Big Fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Caddies
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The 
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[x] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley

ROCK:
[x] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All-American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[x] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance 
[x] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink-182
[x] Madina Lake
[ ] The Birthday Massacre. 


CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] Van Halen
[x] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] Def Leppard
[x] Queen
[x] Poison
[x] AC/DC


HOUSE/ELECTRONIC/DUBSTEP:
[x] Daft Punk
[x] Deadmau5
[x] Skrillex  
[ ] Tiesto
[x] Basshunter
[ ] Flux Pavillion
[ ] The Bloody Betroots
[ ] Zedd
[ ] Feed Me
[ ] Bassnectar

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:iconrebecca100:
Rebecca100 Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2013
HAPPY BIRTHDAY<3
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:icontopperno:
Topperno Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ta m'dear c: /little late but oh well/
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SalemTheSouless Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Whoriax, I mishhh you :( This picture sucks btw...
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:icontopperno:
Topperno Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I miiish you toooooo and it's bootiful xDD
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SalemTheSouless Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Come snuggle in the US :(
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chemicalwayierotoro Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the llama :iconllama3dplz:
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Topperno Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome o:
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chemicalwayierotoro Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconsmileyplz:
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Topperno Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wtf is that?
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chemicalwayierotoro Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
THANKYOU!!! for the fave :p
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